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hello

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hello hello.
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i have hope

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but what if there were no future?  question of the day.

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my baby will be 7 months old on the 20th.  7 months.  what is happening to us?  she's beautiful and reminds me of him every time and i don't want to miss a thing.  that's what that song means.  i always thought it was full of shit.

i've enrolled for online college and i desire it like white on rice. maybe not white rice.  i don't really like rice.  anyway  i just need to stick it out for the time being.  that's where the hope comes in. autumn is at her babysitter's and i was going to write some alyce or edit the poe tree but really i just found weeds season 7 online.

uh oh.
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32 wks...

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almost 33. she will be in my arms before i know it. i'm not sure what to think about that, except that i'm glad i've got my gear together.

i have all my stuff back now; nice and settled into my apt...  except i need babydaddy here. :[

i will start writing soon enough, i can feel it in my bones.  it may be a good thing, may be a bad thing.  be careful where you tread.
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oh btw i'm having a girl lol. i found out eons ago.  28 wks now!

i'm at a point in my life where i'm happy, but i'm severely depressed about the decisions i've made. it's an odd arrangement.  just trying to ignore the bad... i'm always so tired. my legs and feet and... well everything is deformed from water retention.

i have my own apt these days... furniture should be arriving one day in this century.  how long does it take a truck to drive from wa to va?

i must must must get back to writing! i've put it off forever and it's ridiculous how i've slacked.  of course i have preoccupations. but still. writing should make me happy once again. instead i keep watching makeup tutorials when i don't even wear makeup but own a fuckton of it.  go figure.
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classic yellow

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i'm almost 17 weeks along!  should find out the sex soon. i bet it's a girl. she'll be just like me. oh great.

i'm working up in norfolk, va now. it's nice here. not having my bf around is hard but at least he loves me :]

i haven't done much in the way of writing. i've been a complete failure in that hobby lately, and i just can't help it. i don't feel...pushed. i miss my alyce, tho.
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